Biggesst energy source of motivation and inspiration is love.
Have we not get inspiration in life?
Have we ever experienced a loss of motivation to live?
-and Perhaps most of all-people have experienced the lack of inspiration and motivation to lose in this life. The absence of inspiration and loss of motivation in life is the unpleasant circumstances and if this situation drag on it could cause great despair and ultimately lead to the mind as well as the urge to commit suicide.
I never experienced a situation that I referred to above when my business went bankrupt and the debts pile up. I experienced the situation very uncomfortable. Coupled with the treatment of my brothers were very cynical of me.
Not to mention the neighborhoods talking about my bankruptcy; and debt collectors who visited the house almost every day. Every day stress, anxiety, and seized with fear. This situation raises new habits to myself: get up early and get out of the house, and the return late at night. I wasted my time on useless things, like hanging out in the terminal. I return to my home has always been above 00.00, and even then still can not sleep, because the great fear stricken tomorrow.
I'm really stuck, were in the dark puddles and dark holes. I do not know what else to do. Spirit of life began to fade, until finally comes the desire to die. I started to spoil with smoking, not eating, staying with friends, often do not go home, and all the activities that are not healthy. Gradually my physical get damaged and various diseases toward me. Although I knew that if I was sick, but none I stop such unhealthy activities. In fact, I fled to Jakarta in sickness.
I ran away from home action is an action that is not commendable. By running away from home, my escape from reality, and does not resolve the issue. I fled to Jakarta and started living alone. In Jakarta, the rest of the money and pain for long started badly, I began to live my life alone. For a while, my life is quiet. But still I do not know what to do.
Therefore, I am physically weak because of liver disease I had, a month in Jakarta only filled with sleep and sleep. I refused hospitalization and only rely on drugs provided by the hospital clinic. Until one day, I suddenly missed my papa and mama. I wanted to call but I am afraid that eventually I could not refuse if asked to go home, and that home will face a greater scorn. Finally, I buried just longing for it and I promise not to disappoint papa and mama.
Nostalgia is emerging because of my great love for papa and mama. This love is what evidently led to tremendous energy to rise. I began to be inspired to rise up, I immediately began to feel healthy, and motivated to prove that I can be successful return. This spirit stimulate my brain, which made my back will remember my dreams. All my focus to realize that dream.
Step by step I step to realize my dream. In sickness, I collated the business proposal. I started to call my friends. Not all friends accept me, because there are some who refuse for fear I'll owe. I keep moving forward and progressing. I throw shyness. I snapped out of fear, and focused solely on success. I became friends listen to all opinions will be my proposal, and I do not hesitate to ask their opinion. Tit for tat, my effort was not in vain. I then managed to get a business partner.
Really great power of love. I back up and realizing the ideals because of my love for papa and mama.
On the other hand, love is like a double-edged sword! Love can be a source inspiration and motivation, otherwise loss of a loved one can also make us back down. The departure of a loved one often makes us sad and such a prolonged loss of the world. Even this I also experienced!
Time papa died, grief struck. Got me down, because papa died without a chance to see me succeed. The departure of the people that I love, like my best friend, also got me down back. I lament and regret their departure. I'm sorry for ignoring and not pay attention to them when alive. This pain kept me buried and made me come back was not the spirit. However, the situation is different from what I experienced when I went bankrupt. Agony of grief my heart to divert to amuse yourself with friends in a cafe. Liquor poison me, and make me relapse liver disease. I'm still lazy treatment, until finally I fell ill and had to be hospitalized.
Recovered from liver disease, I halt entertain themselves in the cafe, and I overcome the pain by immersing themselves in work alone. Only by working then I felt sad, and each work has always let me assure myself that I am doing this for my loved ones. By working, gradually decreases sadness and sorrow is turned into joy when someone came to bring love.
This is where I awakened, and I also gained remember the words of the late David -my best friend- who once said; If you love someone, put your love in a circle and it will never ends.
I created this article as a thank you and my love to someone who has aroused me back.
Have we not get inspiration in life?
Have we ever experienced a loss of motivation to live?
-and Perhaps most of all-people have experienced the lack of inspiration and motivation to lose in this life. The absence of inspiration and loss of motivation in life is the unpleasant circumstances and if this situation drag on it could cause great despair and ultimately lead to the mind as well as the urge to commit suicide.
I never experienced a situation that I referred to above when my business went bankrupt and the debts pile up. I experienced the situation very uncomfortable. Coupled with the treatment of my brothers were very cynical of me.
Not to mention the neighborhoods talking about my bankruptcy; and debt collectors who visited the house almost every day. Every day stress, anxiety, and seized with fear. This situation raises new habits to myself: get up early and get out of the house, and the return late at night. I wasted my time on useless things, like hanging out in the terminal. I return to my home has always been above 00.00, and even then still can not sleep, because the great fear stricken tomorrow.
I'm really stuck, were in the dark puddles and dark holes. I do not know what else to do. Spirit of life began to fade, until finally comes the desire to die. I started to spoil with smoking, not eating, staying with friends, often do not go home, and all the activities that are not healthy. Gradually my physical get damaged and various diseases toward me. Although I knew that if I was sick, but none I stop such unhealthy activities. In fact, I fled to Jakarta in sickness.
I ran away from home action is an action that is not commendable. By running away from home, my escape from reality, and does not resolve the issue. I fled to Jakarta and started living alone. In Jakarta, the rest of the money and pain for long started badly, I began to live my life alone. For a while, my life is quiet. But still I do not know what to do.
Therefore, I am physically weak because of liver disease I had, a month in Jakarta only filled with sleep and sleep. I refused hospitalization and only rely on drugs provided by the hospital clinic. Until one day, I suddenly missed my papa and mama. I wanted to call but I am afraid that eventually I could not refuse if asked to go home, and that home will face a greater scorn. Finally, I buried just longing for it and I promise not to disappoint papa and mama.
Nostalgia is emerging because of my great love for papa and mama. This love is what evidently led to tremendous energy to rise. I began to be inspired to rise up, I immediately began to feel healthy, and motivated to prove that I can be successful return. This spirit stimulate my brain, which made my back will remember my dreams. All my focus to realize that dream.
Step by step I step to realize my dream. In sickness, I collated the business proposal. I started to call my friends. Not all friends accept me, because there are some who refuse for fear I'll owe. I keep moving forward and progressing. I throw shyness. I snapped out of fear, and focused solely on success. I became friends listen to all opinions will be my proposal, and I do not hesitate to ask their opinion. Tit for tat, my effort was not in vain. I then managed to get a business partner.
Really great power of love. I back up and realizing the ideals because of my love for papa and mama.
On the other hand, love is like a double-edged sword! Love can be a source inspiration and motivation, otherwise loss of a loved one can also make us back down. The departure of a loved one often makes us sad and such a prolonged loss of the world. Even this I also experienced!
Time papa died, grief struck. Got me down, because papa died without a chance to see me succeed. The departure of the people that I love, like my best friend, also got me down back. I lament and regret their departure. I'm sorry for ignoring and not pay attention to them when alive. This pain kept me buried and made me come back was not the spirit. However, the situation is different from what I experienced when I went bankrupt. Agony of grief my heart to divert to amuse yourself with friends in a cafe. Liquor poison me, and make me relapse liver disease. I'm still lazy treatment, until finally I fell ill and had to be hospitalized.
Recovered from liver disease, I halt entertain themselves in the cafe, and I overcome the pain by immersing themselves in work alone. Only by working then I felt sad, and each work has always let me assure myself that I am doing this for my loved ones. By working, gradually decreases sadness and sorrow is turned into joy when someone came to bring love.
This is where I awakened, and I also gained remember the words of the late David -my best friend- who once said; If you love someone, put your love in a circle and it will never ends.
I created this article as a thank you and my love to someone who has aroused me back.
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